Happy Birthday Spidey

This December will be 2 yrs ago that I lost a very important person in my life to a freak accident. Today is his birthday which is a rough day all on it's own. I'm going out to dinner with my mom, my daughter, and 2 coworkers and definitely plan on having a drink to celebrate him. I'll probably write a review of the resturant later - it's only been opened a short time and I've never been, keep an eye out for that.

This is my little blurb to him on Facebook. I truly miss him so much and continue to wonder if it ever stops hurting.

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Today I take time out to remember the kick ass guy that could always make me laugh. That forever changed my perception of jeans & loggers. The guy who took me on a drunk 4wheeler ride at 3am because I asked him too and got us stuck in the snow, I'll never look at the moon the same. The guy who forever holds a piece of my heart that I didn't realize you took. This is the 2nd year I've had to celebrate your birthday with out you and I have to say it still sucks, though I'm sure your over my shoulder having a drink with me. Don't worry I'll be having some later  I hope your having a kick ass party in heaven today. Not a day goes by that you aren't missed as much as the first. Continue to watch over us & keep talking to princess  I love you to the moon & back Spidey.
Happy 34th Birthday Handsome 

Wonderful poem below that fits.

Do you have anyone that you've lost? Does it help to write things out? 

Talking doesn't really because no one truly understands the feelings there.

Let me know your thoughts.